I had to put a page in the internet as a school assignment, thought It was gonna suck, but still I gotta do it, or the teacher is gonna flunk my ass. I´ll start by saying my name is
Rosamaria Arellano, I´m 17 years old (at least that´s what they tell me) sometimes I don´t believe that coz I feel as old as an old rag most of the time, or a 200 year old bitch...sorry...witch (actually both).

Anyway, I´m from Guatemala City... yep, that little piece o´ country right below Mexico... you can ask me about this place, and I will tell you that I actually like it... and I would love it if it didnt have any people in it... seriously, this would be the perfect country coz nature here is something unbelievable, of course there are places where PEOPLE have fucked up the environment, as they do with many other things...If I stop and think every country could be the perfect country if it didn´t have humans, we fuck up everything, using power and taking advantage of others, braking the law, disrespecting nature....blah.... I´ll stop now,coz there are actuallly some people who are doing really great stuff about life, and to those kool souls my page is dedicated.


What does one write in a personal page? heck.... well, the other day my teacher was making us a bunch of ´clicheish´ questions, you know, who am I?, what do I want to accomplish?, what do I wanna do with my life?, what is my calling and am I struggling for what I wanna reach? I found myself answering something that might help accomplish the purpose of a personal page: getting personal...*s*


F***, I know I´m about to get corny, but just work with me. Well, I´m a sort of person, or something of the kind, who likes to think and meditate, who deeply enjoys Arts, specially Music. I´m interested in the causes, that is, getting informed about the unknown, paranormal (society actually fits in one of those categories, and so do my parents...*wink*). I can identify myself, and It pleases me, anything that has to do with mysticism, nature, rustic stuff, and goth. I like what´s fair, I do not live without honesty and sincerity. I care with all my soul about my friends, people I choose based on what they are, and not on what they look like or what they have ( materialy). I love my family... I don´t like complications, yet I am very complex and a bit hard to understand. I don´t go well with exaustment, or anything that has to do with getting tired, I prefer tranquility (except if we talk about concerts or the opposite sex).


I cannot define exactly what I want to accomplish, all I can give is a general view that in my future I wanna be happy in spirit, be with the people I love, never to work unhappily only for money, but to do what I enjoy doing, without changing because of what society might think. I wanna find my calling and follow it. See the world (backpacker), and the different cultures, and in the end (not the end, but at least when im about 30) make a family, and live in a place where society has a much more opened mind, and where people are considerate with others. At the moment I have to decide what I want to study at the University, probably psychology, while I do that i would also like to study Arts, Music, or literature (to be a writer). One of my dreams for this next year is to live in an apartment with a couple of roomees, meet new people, and loads of new places. I need for my future to explore and explote all of my capacities by using them. My calling? something that has to do with helping others, and learning more about people, the mind, and soul.... or another art. At the moment I am sad and not proud to say that I´m not fighting for what I wanna reach as much as i´d like to...Im just coming out (don´t know if I will come out) of a long period of confussion, lack of motivation, and depression, obstacles for knowing exactly what I want.